Alrighty! Rant time. So, I have an account on a site called Fetlife, 'cause i'm kinky like that. Now, i've been messaging some guy back and forth for a few months. He says he knows me and wanted to see how I would react to him as a stranger. he refuses to tell me who he is. Now, at first, I humored him. I figured he'd tell me eventually, or i'd figure it out. Now, i'm just fucking annoyed. I'm going to post up the last few messages, names changed, of course. What he's referring to as my random disappearances are those times when I don't get on the internet much. I had EXPLAINED to him my anxiety and other things. I had told him that I WILL sometimes take a while to respond. He KNEW this in advance. Now, i'm giving him an ultimatum: Tell me who the fuck you are, or kiss my ass. I'll probably post updates for those of you who have already started reading this.
Him 26M
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written 1 day ago:
I see from my message inbox that you changed your avatar and have
therefore logged in at least once and therefore probably seen my
previous messages. Thanks for having the common decency to tell me that
you're not interested :(
Me 20GF
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written about 23 hours ago:
I figured after my last disappearance, you'd be done talking to me.
Me 20GF
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written about 23 hours ago:
I mean, what i'm trying to say is it's unfair to you to keep
disappearing when you're expecting messages from me. Also, there are
some conflicts with my Sir that I was trying to think of the best way to
approach.
Sir doesn't like the secrecy. He's not happy with it and, therefore,
doesn't want me to talk to you anymore. If you want more details on it,
feel free to message him, as I don't feel comfortable going into details
and may mess up his true meaning.
Him 26M
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written about 13 hours ago:
Oh, well easiest way to quell the secrecy is for all of us to meet
somewhere.... Just saying, I mean really though, if that was an issue
with either of you, you could have spoken up sooner. idk I guess I'll
have to conform and start going to more events, but, I'm just afraid of
all the drama lamas if I stay mostly secretive then I can avoid the
whole situation. Don't worry I'll try my best not to be at any events
that you go to so that I don't bother you anymore. I wish all y'all the
best. Please do not respond as it will give me hope that there is still
a chance.
Me
20GF
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written about 12 hours ago:
The thing is, the only thing that bothers Sir is the fact that we
don't know who you are. I'll ask him and see if we can arrange to meet
up sometime, though I can't promise anything. And there's not really any
drama at the TNG meets, which shocks the hell out of me.
Him 26M
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written about 5 hours ago:
What about the not replying for forever? I know you said you had
internet trouble before so I even said I was patient, but, then when I
know you where online and you didn't respond...
Me
20GF
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written 18 minutes ago:
Honestly, sometimes I don't feel like responding to messages, and
not just yours. Also, there's the fact that sometimes I get frustrated
with the secrecy thing, as well, and want to chill before I message you
back. I mean, it was ok at first. I had no problems with it, but now I
am getting annoyed. I mean, you said when we first started talking that
you knew me, but if you knew me then you would know I value honesty and
guts.
Me 20GF
Honolulu County, Hawaii
written 15 minutes ago:
Like, now i'm starting to wonder how
well you know me, if at all. I would like to think any good friends of mine wouldn't lie to me.
Mihi
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