So, I haven't slept well lately. I've been getting a few hours max a
night and I feel exhausted. I believe i'm coming down with something,
but I finally figured out what the other part it: One of my Alters is
upset. This means Katzchen can't sleep. This is probably why Katzchen
got sick.
I recently discovered a pattern, lying awake in bed every night, that
every time one of my Alters is incredibly upset, I get insomnia.
Fiercely. I'm more prone to mood swings and the feeling of being in auto
pilot. Not gonna lie, this concerns me a little.
I understand why she's upset and I feel her anger is completely
justified. I'm not mad at her, but I have to say: This sucks. I'm tired,
I have a constant slight feeling of wanting to cry, I want to puke, and
all I want to do is lie down and be miserable. I am not a happy kitten
right now.
Mihi
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